I’m going insane Roderick. I feel that it is because if you, and the influence that you have had on my life. You’re getting into my mind…like maggots you are spreading the disease that I call insanity. I tried to hang myself yesterday…I wanted to end it all. But no, you will never let me go, will you? You will never stop haunting me, never stop larking around the corner. Insanity is never that far away for anyone. I had a hard time growing up because not only did I have my own insanity, I had yours too. Yours…such an insanity that has driven me to be the cold hearted and loveless women that I stand to be today. You killed them, but no one knows why…no one but me. Holding that secret will only further my insanity. But I won’t tell anyone…your dark secret will forever be safe with me. No matter what befalls the world, or how I feel, I will never tell. You share a spot on my heart, one that is as equally haunting as Truebloods. But there is a difference. I want him…I will forever want his scar on my heart. Yours…not an ounce of my insane being wants your mark. I will never stop trying to get rid of you and what you have done to me. If it kills me, I will get rid of every ounce that lingers within my being. For I know that if I don’t rid myself of you, your insanity will spread through my heart until its all that I know. Then at that point, I know…I know what you are planning to do with me after you have taken over my heart and soul. But I will never let that happen. I’m going insane Roderick, it’s because of you. But it will stop. I will end myself before you get me.